Devil-MiSa :: LOVE ADDICT

Make you happy

Things that make you happy
Aren't supposed to be bad
Right? Then how do I play in
Where would it all come together

I know what makes you happy,
I know what makes you sad
But how come everything I do
Is always so bad?

Why do I make you happy
How come its so bad
Everything is suppose to be okay
It should all be fine

But even though I make you happy
I also make you feel like dieing
Then how do I make you happy

Why am I so bad?
Why don't you just let me love you
Let yourself be happy?
Why can't you just let things fall into place
The way everything is supposed to be

Sometimes I hate myself
Because of the way you say I make you feel
At the same time I know you hate yourself
And are waiting to make things real
So why don't you?

Why can't you let yourself go
Don't worry about what they say
Eventually they will all just fade away
I won't ever fade away
I will always be here waiting for you

Waiting to make you happy
Because things that make you happy
Aren't suppose to make you sad
And they're definately not going to be bad
I just dont understand

How am I bad for you?
How could I even be good for you
When I'm not even good for myself
I can't explain what's going on with me
I can't tell you how much I wish
For you to be happy

But at the same time
I hope that you are miserable without me
Because I was suppose to make you happy
I was going to be the one to make your day

Now it makes my day when you
Just stop to talk to me
Or make sure I'm doing okay
Until I make you happy I will always be bad
And you will always be sad
That's how it goes

But that won't be enough
Not to make my world go 'round
I need you to let me be the one...
Let me be the one to make you happy
Because if it makes you happy

It can't possibly be that bad.

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